Gave my 1st Blowjob

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Gave my 1st BlowjobIf any of you have read my previous posts you’ll know ive had a fantasy of sucking cock. Ive had it for quite a while, but i never felt i could meet with a man on his own, I would rather it be with a couple. In my head it just wouldnt seem as “gay” if there was a woman present, it would be just something that happened in the throws of passion. I could suck his cock for a while and if i didnt like it i could move away from that and go back to fucking his wife.But as some of you can imagine its hard for a single guy to get a chance of a threesome, there is plenty of men to chose from. Plus i had been straight up and said to any couple i mailed that i wanted to try sucking off the husband. Now this is Ireland, a country of 4 million people, there’s not many bi men or at least there aint many hubbys admitting to the mrs that they would be up for it! So ive had no luck meeting a couple :(However i have a bit of an up date for you all, i met with my 1st man today. I joined a gay/bi hook-up site and i went on earlier to check if id got any messages and nearly straight away i got a txt from a guy asking if i was availble today. Said he had a big cock. I checked out his profile, and his cock did look big. I was horny as fuck so i decided if i wanted to realise my fantasy i was gona have to meet a man on my own. I mailed back said i was available and arranged to meet at mine. He showed up an hr later, i had porn on the tv trying to get in the mood. We sat on the couch and talked for a few mins, with me explaining i hadnt done this before.At that he said “ill lead off then so” and started erzurum escort to rub my cock thru my jeans. He undid my buttons and started rubbing me and playing with my balls. I took his lead and started rubbing him, undid his buttons and took out his cock. It didnt take too long for him to get hard, it really was a nice cock. He wasnt lying, this was massive, really big and thick. Like really thick!I decided to go for it and leaned over and put my lips to the head giving it a bit of a kiss. He tried pushing my head down on it, so i thought “this is it” opened my mouth and swallowed it. That head was huge! I sucked him like this, with him pushing my head up and down on it for a few mins. Couple of times he held my head trying to force me further down. I thought while im here id try deepthroat so i went down as far as i could on his huge cock. He held my head there trying to force it deeper, I was gagging on it, spit everywhere when i came back up. I got my breath back and i did it again, him moaning loudly. He said “1st time and already an expert”. This gave nervous me a bit of reassurance.I was turned awkwardly on the couch so i got on my knees in front of him and went back to suckin and rubbing his balls for a few mins. Then he sat up on the couch, made me stand up, took down my jeans and he started playin with my cock. I wasnt hard at all. He rubbed it, played with my balls, put his hands on my ass found the rusty sherrifs badge and put a little pressure on it, he started biting and lickin my nipples. All this gave me a semi so then he started sucking eskişehir escort me. He was good at it, the suction he got was amazing, but i wasnt getting any harder. I didnt really like the nipple kissing, it seemed too much like what lovers would do. I didnt mind the rest but that kinda turned me off. I started thinkin about what i was doing while he was blowing me. The more i thought about it the more i began to think that this wasnt right. I was not gona get any harder or have any hope of blowing my load. So i decided to just make him cum then get him out.I pushed him back, lying him out on the couch. I dropped to my knees again and started sucking, this time wanking him and playing with his balls as i did it. The horny sexy feeling i had was gone but i didnt want to disappoint him, he had drove 20 miles to meet me so i thought the least i could do was make him cum! I sucked him like this for about 3 or 4 mins, then he moved me and stood up. His cock was pointed directly at my face, and it looked a lot bigger from this direction. He grabbed the back of my head and shoved his cock into my mouth. He kept thrusting in and out…………… I was letting him mouth fuck me! This for some reason turned me on a bit, i got a tingling feeling in my semi hard cock. So i brought my hands up and started playing with his balls.After about a min of this i got a strange taste, i had been warned about this so i knew it was his precum. He pumped forward a few more times into my mouth and then took it out and told me he was close. I told him to lay back down on the gaziantep escort couch and i started to wank him again, i wasnt ready for a mouth full of cum on my 1st try! This went on for a min then he said “let me do it” and he took over pulling his cock with me just rubbing his balls. I really wanted to see him shoot that load! He wanked away for a while then said he’d lost it and that id better keep on suckin him. He tried to pull my head back down onto his cock, i said to him i dont think this is for me but he kept pulling me down. I opened wide and took him again. I sucked him for a bit trying to feel horny again but it wasnt working. I then said “look i really dont think this is for me, im not feeling this anymore”. He stopped and asked “what”? I explained that i wasnt feeling this anymore, i really had wanted to see him cum but i couldnt blow him anymore. He looked disappointed but he took it really well. He put back on his jeans, we said a few words, me apologising mostly, and then he left.Its been 4 hours since he left and ive been thinking about nothing else. Disgusted with myself mostly, somewhat glad that at least ive tried it, but mostly disgusted. A fews times my mind wandered and ive thought how sexy it wouldve been if he hadn’t of told me was close and just blew his load in my mouth. Or if he’d have just took it out of my mouth, wanked off in front of me and blew it all over my face! I have to admit these thoughts have made me hard once or twice! I dont really know what to think about it, some parts of it i did enjoy, like when he was face fucking me. I just remember feeling so dirty, like a slut on her knees! I would like to hear from any of you who have been in this situation, felt like me. What feelings had you the 1st time, what happened you after that? Did you ever do it again, did you end up enjoying it? Or did it totally turn you off and you never sucked a cock again?

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